So again, im sitting here with V and just waiting for her to finish her stuff in the radio workroom. Which is good, I guess and I had no problem coming here to help her, and SEE her after a month, but there is this hurtfull bitterness and resentment between us that I dont like but would like so very badly for it to go away..

I don't really know what to do about this. I want so badly for this semester to be swell, and fun, and fabuloso. I want to be able to remember this semster with fondness, not bitterness. and im so scared.